right now....

It's 7:44, I should be getting ready to crawl into bed with my two little ones to watch survivor.  Instead I am sitting on my chair in a wet bikini (just got out of bath with C), looking at blogs thinking up ideas, feeling the ice cream I just ate not sitting very well in my tummy, dreading moving my body, thinking of my grammy (you will be missed), wondering when i will find the time to get to the items i have on my "to do" list done, wishing i was not so addicted to this computer, thinking a "tech free" weekend may be in order, the list goes on but I have 14 mins to change, get two boys ready for bed and crawl in before our show starts.