Thursday, February 25, 2010

when i grow up....

Did you really think you would be where you are at right now, 10, 15, 20+ years ago? I didn't.

I had no idea what I wanted out of life or where I would go. I thought that when I hit 21 I would feel like a grown up - didn't happen. Ok, maybe when I am 25 - nope, 30 - nothing. And here I am, middle 30's, still waiting to feel like a grown up and wondering what I will be doing when I do reach that point.

The past few months I have felt older, which I don't view as a good thing. I liked feeling 12 most of the time; wondering how did I got where I am but loving it all the same. My fingers are crossed that my pre-teen age feeling will return as time goes on.

Not sure where I am going with this post, just wanted to get it down and out of my head.

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