like pieces of chocolate...

This week has been a hard one.

Last week I finished the 4th and last book (say it's not so) of the Twilight Saga. Ever since than I have been in a fog. Sunday night it hit - hard.

I felt like I was missing something. I had an ache in my body but didn't know how to fix it. I so wanted to curl up under my electric blanket and read (like the past 6+ Sundays). But I had nothing to read.

I tried to start a new book, but it was not the same. The electricity was gone; no magic, no desire, nothing. Monday and Tuesday were the same. I finally drug my butt to the library and picked up a new book. Cute so far, I guess it's fluffy enough to get me by.

Than today I started reading Edwards story on line. Just a quick note, Edwards story is a real draft for a book, but some ahole decided to leak it and now the author may never finish it. Please, please, please finish his story, in fact, write all the stories. I could read them forever.

Back to my point, I started to read it. I am limiting my self just 10 pages a day. I am savoring this story like I would great chocolate. Put one small piece in your mouth, slowly let it melt, close your eyes and let the feeling wrap it's self around me.

Reading the first 3 words put my body at ease. It felt like walking in me front door after I have been away on vacation. Refreshing!

I am going to start reading the books again in a few months. They are that good.

I guess I better go; yes I am 35 and yes I do need a Twilight intervention. Only a few more weeks till it comes out on DVD.