silence....

Right now my house is quiet. Right now I am in a stage of pure heaven.

Griffin is at my mom's and Carson is taking a nap. I can't remember the last time I could sit and not hear any noise. Yesterday after school I dropped Griffin of at Applebees with my mom. She wanted to take him for the night. Randy and I were a bit worried that we would get a call in the middle of the night from him asking to come home - that did not happen. When I phoned him this morning he told me not to pick him up till it was dark out. I guess he is enjoying himself.

Carson and I have been having a blast. I never have been able to spend this quality of time with my baby and it feels very, very uplifting.

I really started to miss Griffin last night, when I looked into his room before I went to bed. It was so empty, so quiet, it wasn't right. I will be happy to have him home, but I am savoring my time away from him.